hey wass up my fella out there . me (bad) meeh and joseph mite break up its likew not working we are alway fighting and like it is like not koo im startin to go crazy cuz like he has been bitchen at mee for being at my stich house(jessica solis ) like he doesnt like that im here and like im getting pissed off and like i said how i felt about this whole thi8ng like i dont want to do someting that im going  regret but that just someting that im gooin to have to put y head on my friends for so lke yea and like i wish that all this will just go awa and like im goin to try to write to write on my xanga more but it is just that i forget like i wish that some one can understand out there and like maybe it is that im so fed up on fightin with joaeph all the time and like i know taht it will hurt to break up with him but like im like tired of all of this drama and  like i love u baby but like maybe we are not just ment or like we are just fighten once angain but ill miss you but like  we are fightin for a dumb reason but that sumthing that we do and like yea . but like your love is strong but damn this is goin crazy and too far so yea , maybe it is about time and like i didn't think we would last when you were at logan and like everyone knoes too . so im not the  only one  okey and adn i don't knoe what i would do with ur help all this time  i love you and maybe we could work it out or not?

love you guys thanx for readin

love lilo

love you stich(lLOLoLOLO)

hey my fellas out there wat is crac-a- lacken me nuthin much just kickin back cuz i had softball practice and then i ate of corse :) then i came home and like i talk to my boyfrriend and then cuz like he is in modesto so he was playin with his lil cousin nathin he sounds hella cute on the phone  so i got off the phone cuz he wanted  to play basketball with joseph so he said that he will call me back and he sort uf hasen't call me back yet but like i don't care im hella thrsty rite now . after i talk to  him i went to sleep and then i didn't wake up till like now and so im tryin to find out wat is goin on with my parents i wonder wat they are doing . i think that they went bed already (LOLOlo0)so yea man i have a hard time trying to write in my xanga everyday i just like for get about it but like i t okey i guess. so yea well im abourt to bounce peace out my homeie. OH yea i knoe that it is chistina la brithday so HAPPY BRITHDAY i knoe that wea re not hella cool but like who care it is a matter of respect N/E ways i have to go now

peace esy  love you buddy of mine

i also love my man joseph parras 4ever

sincerly gaby parras <- awww shoot

hey my fella out there ? wat is popin wit you guys meeh m just here tryin to find out what to do to nite man im like so bord joseph hasn't called me yet well he has to call me back but that hasn't happen yet so yea man im alot better aout the subject i had on my mind on the last time i wrotein you so like yea. people are still getting me mad about joseph hella gurl like him and like i don't want them to thinkthat just becuaz im not goin to be there next year doesn't mean that i can't find you eho they are and beat there ass for trying to get on my man like that (so think twwicw bitches out there with messin with my man ) i got people that will beat your ass .just cuz im not there you guys can mess with my man naww  you guys will get you ass beat and i will make sure that it will hurt and you will find out that if you mess with him you will get the most biggest beat down of you life and yes, thoughs are fiteing words.so bitches out there step up to my man and find out what will happen to you okey. like some gurl at school think that im funken stuped  nawww think again okey i don't care if you are 500 bls.i will try to beat you ass okey so back the fuck up an dyou can come see me about somthin and we can handle this i have no problem with that okey.so any ways my life is goin a okey my mom is starting to realize that me and joseph are goin out and that there will be no way that any one can change that so well got to go peace out m homies

much love to my man joseph out there

baby ilove you

6/26/03

buhbye

gaby parras

hey people out there man i don't knoe wat to do i don't knoe if im goin to be with my boyfriend next year i mean it not that i don't love him anymore (hell no) it just like what im i about to do when he goes to high school im mean like i don't want to lose him that will just kill me but like can i trust people next year i trust him with all my heart and ai would just die if he were to leave him for some other girl and tehy ened up lie in g each outher next year and my life would just b ehell  now im crying couse id on't what anything to happen to me and him :(

buhbye

hey wass up my fellas how you doin? meeh im koo i just got home from im cuzins house man im hella pisses like my @#$@% $ sister went though all of my^%^$ i came home and like i of my stuff was  llike all over the hosue and like i found out her and her FRIENDS went though all of my stuff man i was hella pisst off.so like yea that is what im  like mad about im also happy becuz like my mom got me a job that pays 10 dollars a hour and like im going to babysit my lil cozin man that is going to be hard becuz they are hella bad but that okey i can deal with it so yea wellim about to be out cuz im about to go on the phone and call up my homie cynthia so like yea i type to yalls fellas & laddies later

peace out my homies

love you much gaby